What all happened..happened i do not regret but i guess that's the stage everyone crosses...some takes the stage seriously or some just do not really bother like i did...But mind you that's the most crucial stage of our life..we do not value it at that time but later on we realize.
It's not the stage to fall in love it's the stage for making some carrier,to focus upon your goals...but most of us just go with the flow not being sure that it will take us to the right path or not.People says friends made at that time remains for the life time but i do not think so,might b RAREST OF RARE and same with the relationships.
People say they love each other truly,carrying a very strong bonding.But what a stupidity you have not seen the outer world yet,you are still a kid living in your own wonderland.Even one of my friend was a part of this stupidity.He said he loved me truly can you beat that at that time he use to fight with his family.Its very difficult to believe.Although he was a very good friend of mine but i do not know when and how he fell in love with me.Proposed me thousand times but i never ever gave him a positive response.But he was spoiling his studies and relationships because of me so one of my friend suggested me that at least support him till the time our exams does not get over.He got to know in between so dropped his exams,in guilt conscious i went in to a relationship it never worked out as it was always one side and that frustration took him to rehab.Then to get him out of that hell i tried loving him,the feelings were not same as his..because loving and try loving someone are two different spares..there's a proverb saying "Do not love the one to whom you love,love the one who loves you"...but does somebody ever noticed that if that person thought the same way,then even that person himself would not have ever thought of loving anyone and no such feelings can arouse with in you if you have never ever thought of loving that person you can just end up trying.This thing would lead you nowhere except for hatred for each other.The same thing happened with me to.If i would not have tried loving him i might have never lost a good friend like him and more over its true that those who loves someone truly and in return when they do not get the same,god counts every pain they have gone through and no one else xcept for their special one's has to pay for it.
YOU LOVE OR YOU DO NOT THERE'S NOTHING IN BETWEEN.
nice 1, i think u r truly a brv gl.. u kno.. most of us dnt realise.. actually dnt accept d things...bt u did both.. bst of luck.
ReplyDeletedats da way 2 go... my sweet 16 wali sexy sister.... love u gal.... i dnt care if u dnt but i love u and care for u and will always be there for u whenever and wherever u need me...
ReplyDeletehhmmm..frnz chng vd evry phase of lyf....i thnk so do luv...i kno many ppl wont agree on dat...bt 2day i came 2 kno dat dersss a gal who luvd me when she was 13...bt again neither she tld me nor i knew...strange na...
ReplyDeletesum feelins remains unchnged thru out lyf...u always hv sum spl corner for very rare few ppl u luv bt u cnt always tag d relation...i may sound as normal typical guy givin a stupid idiotic theory bt its fact.. der r sm...really pleasant n refreshing thru out d lyf....
very inspiring n intense sweety...xpect more of ur thots here..
luv u