I miss you so much it hurts, I know you are around me..but I wish you were here to hold. I will be there someday to hold you forever and I will never have to let you go again. I miss your smile, I see you in my mind.I just don't understand, doesn't He see how much I needed you and how much I still need you.
I tried to smell you on the clothes but the scent was gone. I sleep with your blanket every night although some think I shouldn't. I will never be able to put into words how I feel, I am still so angry and hold a lot of resentment that I know I shouldn't. (Not towards you) I just think of all of the what if's. I am pretty much going through this alone. I know the rest of our family is grieving but you can't ask someone else that is hurting for emotional support. I miss you so much and hope that one day I will see you again and get to spend every moment holding you like It should have been. I LOVE YOU!!!
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