It's not that I only think of her on this day...there is hardly a day goes by that she doesn't come to my mind. I miss our talks. I miss her! I try to focus on all the love I have in my life but still somewhere i feel EMPTY.I cant believe its been 6 years,It just seems like yesterday.
So many things in life take so long – we draw so much out. Yet death is so quick. Gone. How do you go from having a sister to just not having one?In a blink of an eye its all gone. I just can’t seem to be able to get my head around that. I don't think I am coping with it all very well.
As the time has gone,have started to think that maybe people just don't realise what you actually lose. Its not just simply a brother or a sister,it doesn’t end there my parents lost a child. When these things happen you grieve with them as well and you grieve for them for what they have lost. So while I am trying to deal with losing dii(Shallu), I am also trying to deal with and cope with what all those close people around me have also lost. It is just so much bigger than just losing a sister.
